The girls in my life, have been wide in variety.
Like a grocery store actually. (shut up already I know; poor analogy!)
I know it sounds horrible, but you know, the whole purpose of life is to find the one person who is your soul mate. (Sometimes a trip to the grocery store may get you what you want)
I met my first and only mate a long, long, long time ago. She was the most gorgeous woman I know to date. I miss her terribly but fate has claimed her.
My life is not a Shakespearian tragedy, it is an adventure, and when it comes to woman. I have to say, I have met my share of them.
I have dated woman who were thin and some who were more to love.
But there is that one thing in every woman; that secrete wellspot of passion and of all of them that I have met each and every one of them have in common and share,
Is their ability to love!
If they are in love with you, they have a very unique ability to make you FEEL their passion.
FUCK NO, Im not talking about slapping the old rod in the taco fold, I’m talking about the emotional, spiritual factors in the relationship.
If you are a man who is tuned into someone other than himself, you can really begin to understand exactly what I am talking about.
Women have this absolute bottomless pit of passion to share, if you only show that you are sincere in sharing it with them.
However, one has to really watch who they date to. Some woman are nutcases.
I will admit I have had my share of fruitcakes and nutbaskets. I look back at who they were, and what they are now, and WOOOOO, damn glad I never tapped that.
I feel the most passion with; lives an entire ocean away from me.
I know it sounds odd, LDR’s they never work right?
Let me tell you something.
I have been talking to her for 4 years now, and our passion still burning.
(I wont go into details *COUGHS*)
But the fact that we can talk for hours and it still doesn’t seem like enough, the fact we can not WAIT to talk to one another.
That is the very feeling of what I am talking about.
When you can FEEL that life is to short, and when you can LIVE IN IT (the very moment.)
It is like an entity, like a viscous substance that surrounds you, and binds you together. Like playing around in a tube of luke warm champagne jello. Some of you think its gross about the analogy, but if you feel that passion, you will know exactly what I am talking about.
It pains me I am dirt fucking poor, and all I would have to do is suck my pride up, and convert to catholocism, and my adopted family would accept me back into their arms. And I would have enough money to go over seas, and sweep her off her feet.
But I DO NOT play that way.
Granted what I said recently is an EXTREME generalization of an over all problem with my family, and my finances, but it is a good enough analogy to my situation.
A woman, which ever your preference is; if you have the inner fire, that feeling; that NEED, that ability to feel as if there isn’t enough to return what you are recieving.
You would try to pull the moon to earth and hop aboard with her and sail away.
It is to complicated to try to describe how woman or a partner can make you feel.
Guys always put up this façade of being tough, and that is the way things should be. I say fuck the norms, and fuck the self imposed bullshit we put on ourselves.
I know what I want. I know who I want. The question is. HOW! Not why, or when, but HOW!
